To Him that knoweth to do good.....

"Do all the good you can, By all the means you can, In all the ways you can, In all the places you can, At all the times you can, To all the people you can, As long as ever you can."- John Wesley

Thursday, December 30, 2010

G'bye 2010

As I sit and reflect back over 2010-and think of all the things that have happened in the past 12 months of my life-I can truly say I am in a much better place now than I was at this time last year. The greatest thing that has happened is that I have a deep settled peace within. Even though there are many things I would like to see change, or continue to change-I am truly confident that no matter what/who comes or goes-I'm going to be just fine.
In the year 2010-I traveled to Illinois, Indiana, Missouri, Texas, Louisiana, Mississippi, Tennessee, North Carolina, and Alabama. I had many great experiences. Made new friends and bonded deeper with old friends. I spent Thanksgiving with family, and reconnected with them in a very special way. Overall-my family has become even more precious to me than before. I have learned a great deal about myself. Who I am and who I want to be. I have learned to forgive easier, and to love deeper, and to have more compassion. I have determined within myself never to forsake those I love no matter what they do, or become.
I have faced temptations, and I have overcome them. I have faced discouragement, but I have found courage. I have been sick, but I have found healing. I have known pain, but I know the comforter. I have been afraid, but I have found peace. I have lacked, but God has provided.I have known sorrow, but I have found pure joy. I have realized that I am truly blessed.
I do not know what 2011 may bring, but I know that with Jesus holding my hand-I am not afraid to face it!
Blessings to all and a very HAPPY New year!!!

Saturday, December 11, 2010

My favorite things....

I  LOVE the Month of December! It's a time to reflect back on the past year, and think of all the things the Lord has brought me through! I also love the cold weather. I love wearing sweaters, scarves, boots, and gloves. I love fires in fireplaces, and outdoor fires where hot dogs, and marshmallows are roasted. I love hot chocolate, and veggie soup, and popcorn. I love wrapping up in a blanket and just relaxing at home. December is also the month of my birthday. This year I will celebrate the fact that God has kept me for 31 years!

When I reflect back to how I felt last year about this time-I can truly say...God has brought me a mighty long way!  Last year about this time-I felt desolate, discouraged, disappointed, and I had very little peace. I had been sick for the previous 2 years, and it seemed there was no relief in sight. I felt lonely, and was somewhat afraid to face the future. Although I believed God's hand was upon me, and that He was able to see me through-I was afraid of what I would go through to get to where He wanted me to be. My strength indeed was small. There was one particular situation that had me deeply disturbed, and I was in almost constant anguish over it.
This year, however, God has given me the most amazing peace. Even though many situations are still not what I would like to see them be-God has given me Peace in spite of it. My health is much improved, and I am defiantly back on the track to other improvements. I am no longer afraid to face the future. I am not alone. He is always with me. His strength is perfect-when my strength is gone. I am so thankful for how far He has brought me, and I am counting on Him to take me all the way!

My faith is in the Lord. He knows what's best for me.

Blessings to all this December!!!